I had no idea

I never knew love could feel this way...I had heard it could happen when you see your child for the first time. But like so many things in life, I didn't really believe it until I had experienced it for myself. I loved her the moment I saw her. I have the most beautiful daughter in the world, and although I am more tired than I've ever been (including while serving a mission...which is saying something), I am also so so insanely happy. And it's not just because I can finally eat again without worrying about vomiting.

Michael and I could stare at her all day long and never get bored. In fact, that's what I find myself doing most days. She has quite the repertoire of amusing facial expressions and I love how small she is. All of her clothes are too big but I wouldn't mind if she stayed this size forever.

This was taken at the hospital

I am also more in love with my husband than ever. He is such a fabulous Dad. He has changed more diapers than I have by far (wonderful, right?!), and he'll wake up with her at night so I can sleep. I love watching him while he's with her---the way he smiles at her, or sings to her, or just holds her and watches her sleep. I knew he was incredible when we got married and I figured he would be a good father (which was one reason I married him) but I had no idea just how good of a father he would end up being. I am now even more thoroughly convinced that I have the best husband ever. The absolute best for me.